evrything doesnt seem right

okayyy so i dont know whats wrong with me tonight . but i felt like crying . i just keep on having this thoughts that i'll lose someone in my life . it was totally weird but its the fucking truth . dayyuummm ! :( having that sobsob thingy and whine over something . ohhh yeah , myb its because of him ? or myb its you :) ohhh i know , myb its myself ? =.= gosh , now im starting to put the blame on others ;O whatever it is , i'd want it to stop . i want a total concentration on my gerak gempur this week and most of all , PMR examination . being diverted by him and others is soooooooooo chicky but evrytime i talk with others , i dont feel tension anymore . it literally cheer me up ! :D thanks monkeysss :)