evrything doesnt seem right

okayyy so i dont know whats wrong with me tonight . but i felt like crying . i just keep on having this thoughts that i'll lose someone in my life . it was totally weird but its the fucking truth . dayyuummm ! :( having that sobsob thingy and whine over something . ohhh yeah , myb its because of him ? or myb its you :) ohhh i know , myb its myself ? =.= gosh , now im starting to put the blame on others ;O whatever it is , i'd want it to stop . i want a total concentration on my gerak gempur this week and most of all , PMR examination . being diverted by him and others is soooooooooo chicky but evrytime i talk with others , i dont feel tension anymore . it literally cheer me up ! :D thanks monkeysss :)

open the gate ! :)

first day of schll after taking a break fr 1 week was fun andddd this week would be nominate fr one of the best week ever ;) well , i can finally meet aida and all of my friends . sayin hey there hey here . and suddenly , a loud voice comin from behind . God its really her ! its AIDA AMEERA BT SALIMAN ;O she yelled ' MYRA ! ' yeah-oo she noticed me buttttttt , it was very loud and evryone was staring at me =.= i was quite stunned and at the same time if only i was brave enough like her , i think me and him would be the best buddy ever . having u as my superwoman were awesome-ohhhh . love you always . okay then . thats all i have to say . mybe there is something else i'd like to write but mybe later . play nice girls .

chario .

like people like owls

to make things short , this 1week i've spend evry minute with him . well , not exactly evry minute . but at night , i belongs to him . UHUUUI dont take this wrong . its not like we creak the bed or anything . i IM him fr about 4 hours bfore we filled our tummy with foods and drinks . evry dayy in evry minute of evry second . it all started when we online together at 12 o'clock sharp . he started to talk to me . thats brave enough :) the conversation just keep on goin on and onnnn . NON-STOP

we laughed and smile and being madly insane together . i love the moment we spent together this past few days . i probably cant stop thinking bout it . how he smile and being mad at me cause i've make fun of him too much . the memory were priceless . i cant trade it with anything .

i like him , i love him , i hate him , i adore him , i want him !